I would have to say I am so close to being at peace with myself. I finished high school. I've retained a job for over a month without calling out (keeping a job was hard for me). My anxiety use to get to me. Along with my depression. I did not feel reliable. I've grown up and realized I need to suck it up. I am an adult and I should be providing for myself. I shouldn't be relying on family. I am paying rent and saving up for a car.
I met the most amazing guy. Someone who tries his best to keep me happy. He's very successful at putting a smile on my face. He is someone who is extremely charming, considerate, positive, kind-hearted, energetic & outgoing, mature but silly, understanding & easy to talk to, commutates well with me and others, sincere & sensitive, productive/ a hard worker and just pure perfect. He's someone who helps build the foundation of my confidence and has an huge effect on me greater than anything. Every little thing he does just makes my life better.
I am overjoyed and to be honest I am happy with myself. I am actually grateful to have this life. And I know there's so much more out there for me. Like, starting college in December. That is when I will be at peace, I think. Going and doing my own thing will help greatly. Being out on my own. Learning every thing there is about the art of pastries. Making new friends. Seeing more of the world and most of all living life.
I believe I will be at peace once I have a routine. A routine of school, work, a social life, and being around more man made things . Out here in the country there's nothing to do. Even though I do love nature, I just need more things to do.
I just wanted to write a positive piece. I felt like I had to cause I am the happiest I've ever been. Even though it might not seem like it at times. Plus, I know I've been writing some not so negative pieces. I am still very happy. Just got some stuff on my mind. Some old memories that I cannot forget about. But over all I am very happy. And trying to move on.
Peace, love, and happiness my readers
I met the most amazing guy. Someone who tries his best to keep me happy. He's very successful at putting a smile on my face. He is someone who is extremely charming, considerate, positive, kind-hearted, energetic & outgoing, mature but silly, understanding & easy to talk to, commutates well with me and others, sincere & sensitive, productive/ a hard worker and just pure perfect. He's someone who helps build the foundation of my confidence and has an huge effect on me greater than anything. Every little thing he does just makes my life better.
I am overjoyed and to be honest I am happy with myself. I am actually grateful to have this life. And I know there's so much more out there for me. Like, starting college in December. That is when I will be at peace, I think. Going and doing my own thing will help greatly. Being out on my own. Learning every thing there is about the art of pastries. Making new friends. Seeing more of the world and most of all living life.
I believe I will be at peace once I have a routine. A routine of school, work, a social life, and being around more man made things . Out here in the country there's nothing to do. Even though I do love nature, I just need more things to do.
I just wanted to write a positive piece. I felt like I had to cause I am the happiest I've ever been. Even though it might not seem like it at times. Plus, I know I've been writing some not so negative pieces. I am still very happy. Just got some stuff on my mind. Some old memories that I cannot forget about. But over all I am very happy. And trying to move on.
Peace, love, and happiness my readers