Today is a sunny day, but I still feel depressed. When it has been a few days of rain, the first sunny day is hard. I just need to try to pull myself out of the depression. My goal is to go outside at least once today ."That will help," I say to myself. Sometimes I like to sit by my window and stare out into the world. I watch the cars go by and the people.
My town is not very interesting but I do get laughs from it. I like to look at the beautiful house across the way. I like the bushes. The amazing bush starts at the telephone pole and ends at the end of his property. I think it looks like someone laying down. On the telephone pole there is a transformer, it reminds me of some family members. The cables remind me to stand straight and keep my head up. Now, the light is annoying. It shines right in my face at night. But during the day time it makes me laugh, because it symbolizes how lazy I am. I could put down my shades at night and the light would not shine in my face. Instead I just deal with it being there, because I am to lazy to get up.
I kinda feel bad about the stuff I write about. I guess the truth does hurt, but if you know me at all, I do not like to hurt people. Some people think its cute when I am mad, because I really get into it. I talk about deep stuff sometimes. I write down my feelings and thoughts. And for the people that get mad, I do not mean to offend people I just need to get it out.
Right now I am sitting with a sun lamp on me. I think this lamp will help during the bad days.
My town is not very interesting but I do get laughs from it. I like to look at the beautiful house across the way. I like the bushes. The amazing bush starts at the telephone pole and ends at the end of his property. I think it looks like someone laying down. On the telephone pole there is a transformer, it reminds me of some family members. The cables remind me to stand straight and keep my head up. Now, the light is annoying. It shines right in my face at night. But during the day time it makes me laugh, because it symbolizes how lazy I am. I could put down my shades at night and the light would not shine in my face. Instead I just deal with it being there, because I am to lazy to get up.
I kinda feel bad about the stuff I write about. I guess the truth does hurt, but if you know me at all, I do not like to hurt people. Some people think its cute when I am mad, because I really get into it. I talk about deep stuff sometimes. I write down my feelings and thoughts. And for the people that get mad, I do not mean to offend people I just need to get it out.
Right now I am sitting with a sun lamp on me. I think this lamp will help during the bad days.