The feelings I feel are uncontrollable
I am stuck in this puzzled state
One believes in me and
One doesn't believe me
Our affection is life long
Our friendship was strong
Why don't you understand
Why don't you believe me
I need her
I need him
I love you in a way that can't be explained
I love you in a way that is more familiar
I have you forever
I don't have you
I am stuck on what to say
I am stuck on how to explain
Yes I know she hurt me
No he didn't take me away from you
Yes I will tell her how I feel
No this isn't my fault
Letter to help shake this feeling:
I am stuck in this puzzled state with you not believing me. Our friendship was strong why don't you believe me?
I am sorry but I need him. I love you in a way that is more familiar than life it's self. And you know what, I don't have you in my life anymore. I am stuck on how to explain myself to you, because you believe he took me away. I feel as if this is not my fault. I know you believe it is, but it's not.
The feelings I feel are uncontrollable. With you believing in me, that's all I need to survive. Our affection is life long, would you understand if I forgave. I do need her, she was my best friend. I love you in a way that can't be explained. I know I have you forever but I am stuck on what to say. I know she hurt me and I am trying to illustrate the damage of my heart to her. I want the friendship to patch up but at the same time I don't.
You probably do not understand. You are stuck in the childhood that I pushed myself out of. I understand that you could not control me getting kicked out but it is not my fault. You should have never brought me down. I know you we're hurt but that was not my doing. It was hers. Your words hit me like a bullet and that ended the friendship. I still wanted to be there for you but how can I now?
Baby, oh baby. We have come so far and been through more than I could imagine. You were there for me and I was there for you. You saw my pain. You dealt with my break down. Most of that pain was cause by her mother. Telling me I wasn't going to be successful. And that is what I am stuck on; dealing with her mother again. To tell you the truth, I am not sure if I could kept that friendship. Every time I hear her name, I want to shoot myself.
Things wont be able to be civil between your mom and I. Sorry to be so bam! Her words were a beating and these scars will never heal. I tell you this because you are my best friend. The mother of my best friend effects me just as much or more as my own family and peers' opinions. You of all people must know how that increases my crazy. Making me feel shitter about myself, my life, my ideas, and my dreams,. Low self-esteem issues.
Words were said. Feelings were hurt. We can't take that back. Maybe they were just said in anger. Either way I'm still hurt. I blocked my feelings for a month, but now they are leaking out. I miss her. I miss my only friend. Tell me how forget the pain that was caused. Can my heart heal? Can her heart heal? Can we get past this? Unsure of these questions and unsure of the future. I am still stuck and still can't shake this feeling. But I am still sorry.
Not sorry of what I did but how it went about. I am strong and have held myself together. How are you? How have you dealt with this? How can you even look at her? I mean, her argument has reshaped the way I think. Everything little thing she does to you just literally pisses me the fuck off! I am sorry for the life you have to life. In a few months hopefully everything will get better for you and I hope you get the fuck outta there. P.S I hate that it has to be this way, I just can't shake this feeling.
I am stuck in this puzzled state
One believes in me and
One doesn't believe me
Our affection is life long
Our friendship was strong
Why don't you understand
Why don't you believe me
I need her
I need him
I love you in a way that can't be explained
I love you in a way that is more familiar
I have you forever
I don't have you
I am stuck on what to say
I am stuck on how to explain
Yes I know she hurt me
No he didn't take me away from you
Yes I will tell her how I feel
No this isn't my fault
Letter to help shake this feeling:
I am stuck in this puzzled state with you not believing me. Our friendship was strong why don't you believe me?
I am sorry but I need him. I love you in a way that is more familiar than life it's self. And you know what, I don't have you in my life anymore. I am stuck on how to explain myself to you, because you believe he took me away. I feel as if this is not my fault. I know you believe it is, but it's not.
The feelings I feel are uncontrollable. With you believing in me, that's all I need to survive. Our affection is life long, would you understand if I forgave. I do need her, she was my best friend. I love you in a way that can't be explained. I know I have you forever but I am stuck on what to say. I know she hurt me and I am trying to illustrate the damage of my heart to her. I want the friendship to patch up but at the same time I don't.
You probably do not understand. You are stuck in the childhood that I pushed myself out of. I understand that you could not control me getting kicked out but it is not my fault. You should have never brought me down. I know you we're hurt but that was not my doing. It was hers. Your words hit me like a bullet and that ended the friendship. I still wanted to be there for you but how can I now?
Baby, oh baby. We have come so far and been through more than I could imagine. You were there for me and I was there for you. You saw my pain. You dealt with my break down. Most of that pain was cause by her mother. Telling me I wasn't going to be successful. And that is what I am stuck on; dealing with her mother again. To tell you the truth, I am not sure if I could kept that friendship. Every time I hear her name, I want to shoot myself.
Things wont be able to be civil between your mom and I. Sorry to be so bam! Her words were a beating and these scars will never heal. I tell you this because you are my best friend. The mother of my best friend effects me just as much or more as my own family and peers' opinions. You of all people must know how that increases my crazy. Making me feel shitter about myself, my life, my ideas, and my dreams,. Low self-esteem issues.
Words were said. Feelings were hurt. We can't take that back. Maybe they were just said in anger. Either way I'm still hurt. I blocked my feelings for a month, but now they are leaking out. I miss her. I miss my only friend. Tell me how forget the pain that was caused. Can my heart heal? Can her heart heal? Can we get past this? Unsure of these questions and unsure of the future. I am still stuck and still can't shake this feeling. But I am still sorry.
Not sorry of what I did but how it went about. I am strong and have held myself together. How are you? How have you dealt with this? How can you even look at her? I mean, her argument has reshaped the way I think. Everything little thing she does to you just literally pisses me the fuck off! I am sorry for the life you have to life. In a few months hopefully everything will get better for you and I hope you get the fuck outta there. P.S I hate that it has to be this way, I just can't shake this feeling.